Saturday, April 21, 2012
Reflections
As I listen to this song, I can't help but feel overwhelmed and moved to tears because I remember. I remember seeing the news and the photos of the explosion. I remember seeing her first press release and how red her skin and face was. I remember reading how she cried whenever the pain was so overwhelming yet she still had to get up and move so that her skin will grow back normal. I remember the tears I saw in the press. I can almost feel it myself. I can imagine the pain. Even a small burn after touching something hot can be unbearable for me, what more being burnt half the body and having to bear through it even if I/she don't wish to yet no way out of it.
But today, as I listen to this song she sang thanking the people that had loved her and walked with her and accept her back into the industry now, I am moved. Today as I see her recovered and come back stronger, I am encouraged. I am writing this not so I can show support to her in a church blog but this song brings me to VICTORY WEEKEND that is happening right this weekend at Genting Highlands.
If I am already touched by the testimony of someone I do not know and she will not even know me personally, what more our own spiritual family? The song talks about the kind of pain that bring tears to our eyes and nothing can bring comfort. Makes me break down and makes me find someone to blame. How many times we have to come this placement in our lives? Where we felt we have no way out and living in tears and heaviness and bound, not knowing how to live a better life? ... and times we thought of ending our lives is the only solution?
But boldly and in faith, I see thirty over of our church members taking a step of faith to go to Victory Weekend. Crying they open up their lives and share their past hurts, offenses, grudges and bitterness. In faith, they want to want to see a change in their lives, they want victory over the past bondage and set on the path that God has for them! I am more touched. I am more than happy but ecstatically celebrating for them and with them! They CHOOSE to walk with God. REJOICE! ENCOURAGE THEM!
If your friend or someone you know is at Victory Weekend now, send them a prayer, a sms of encouragement. When you see them come back, celebrate with them, tell them "WELL DONE"!
A life without freedom to choose is as the song say, living in a nightmare but because of the LOVE (of God), we can be born again and live a blessed life.
God, we thank you for your grace that we can always have the way to turn around and rewalk this is difficult journey call life. We thank you that we can know that when we reach a place where we can't help ourselves, you are there to lift us up, set us free and restore joy in our hearts. Thank you. Thank you and thank you. We thank you that YOU are our God. All glory and praise belongs to you! Because of you love that we can live freely again. In Jesus' precious and powerful name we pray. Amen.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
THX!
First up, the pastorals practiced a song and did a surprise opening! It's normal seeing Kel at the keyboards, PC singing. But it's been a long time since we've heard Pr Shawn and Pr Steven singing at the mic and not only that, we are talking about Mark at the drums, Pr Tim at bass, Joseph playing the guitar! woo hooo... Our Pastorals would really like to thank ALL OF YOU!
TIP: If you serve more than one ministry or is a ministry leader, please do OPEN THE MUG and check the insides! =P
Thank you for volunteering, helping, chipping in, and building together!
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
I don’t know how…
“But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace to me was not without effect. No I worked harder than all of them- yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me.” 1 Cor 15:10
I have finished two years of my postgraduate studies, a full time program and I thought just before I step into the working world, I would take some time to share how God has been, for the lack of a better word, so kind towards me this past two years.
In brief, the masters program was a tough program. I have only now vague memories of how tough it was because I don’t have a very good memory of past events in my life haha. Nevertheless, I can remember from Day 1 we had plenty of work, reading, assignments to do. Often I hear my classmates complaining and being all stressed out with the amount of work required of us- moaning, groaning, asking for less work from the lecturers. But I clearly don’t remember doing so. I also don’t know why. I think it was because of a mindset drilled into my mind about,
“Do everything without complaining and arguing…” Philppians 2:14.
I remember my mother always telling me not to complain and just challenges in life as life’s way of building my character. Facing hard work and challenges with the right attitudes produces joy and peace. A lot of my friends comment that they never seen me stress about work or complaining. Not that I have anything to boast, but that I suppose mom’s advice is always right.
In the program, time is all you’ve got. Majority of my friends would spend days and nights working on assignments, studying, they don’t sleep, forgo their leisure just to complete their work. Everyone was busy trying to perform well in class. I also don’t know why, but I found myself having enough time on my hands to do a lot of things: from politics to campus ministry to teens to having enough sleep and leisure. My friends always wonder how come I am still so active in this and that. I also don’t know how that happened.
I remember vaguely that I worked hard in school. I got quite a bit of As and when I got the Bs, I took it as God’s way to keep me humble hehe. But I also had time to spend on editing my classmates’ grammar, checking their assignment, doing extra group work to lighten other people’s work, helping them with their assignments. Where did all those time on my hands come from? Must have been God, because he said,
“ There is time for everything…” Ecc 3:1
When I entered the program, I purposed that I will not be selfish with my knowledge, my time and I will always attempt to help others in need. When I do that, I trust that God will handle the rest of my needs and he has. He has been so faithful to see me through. Now looking back, I don’t think I did anything extraordinary. I don’t think it’s my brain (it will get an average score on the intelligence test, trust me) or my own effort. Maybe some good time management skills and being able to work fast, but I think that only accounted for 30% of the job. I actually believe it was really God’s favor and kindness.
He was very kind to allow me to have a good father who took care of household stuff i.e. cooking especially so I could do my work, there wasn’t so much stress in the home as my father was supportive of my going in and out for ministry and all.
He was also very kind to have supportive leaders and pastors to guide, cheer and help me out with my life. So thank you very much.
It’s it soon the next chapter of my life as a working adult, lecturing in academia. The principles remain the same: do everything without complaining or arguing, consider others first and there is time for everything!
Last but not least, like Paul says though he may have worked harder than the rest, yet not him, but the grace of God that was with him. I am no where near Paul’s position, I don’t know how, but where I am, God’s grace WAS and is with me. Thank goodness!
May you be encouraged in where you are serving God as a student, working adult, pastoral staff, stay home mom etc. God’s grace is with you.
Jocelyn Tan, March 2012
Thursday, February 9, 2012
1a.m. Retreat
Last weekend, while everyone on long holiday, fifty plus of us went away to seek God! ahem... i mean we retreated to Peacehaven to spend time worshipping God and also plan for 2012.
Waking up to mornings of worshipping and just walking along hallways that were filled with the sound of worship is really beyond nice. Is heaven gonna be like this?! I want to be there. In the Presence of God and yet worshipping the Presence of God.
The team building session. We were blindfolded and asked to build a octagon with seven people in a group.
At night, each group presented an idea on "How to engage worship to save lives"
Every group did oustandingly and the presentation time was hilarious as usual! Tham was in my group and he freehand drew our "presentation" chart board. So we didn't use the powerpoint but power-charted it ourselves!
The retreat was really good for the worshippers' soul. Spending time in God's presence, listening to God's words and worshipping brings us alignment to be in one accord. During one of the night session, they played the "HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD" preaching video by Louie Giglio. I've watched couple of times before and I know what he was gonna show in the photos yet I still cried like a baby. The awesomeness of God. The bigness of God. The unfathomable God. It just reminded me once again on how I've belittled God in my day in day out routine and aligned myself once again to rcorgnise that HE is the one in charge and HE is more than able to do it.
This is a little side tracked. I joined the working adults for lunch at Gohtong Jaya and guess what! We found this thing that look like a baby scorpion in the tea! Everyone at our table were trying to figure out whether is it real or not. But we continued to drink the tea. So far nobody complained yet. So I guess what did not kill us were ok kwa..
Eaglepoint Annual Dinner
When it comes to food in the office, I will definitely blog about it.. especially on the dinner that has been dubbed as the "Eaglepoint Annual Dinner"! Every year, usually at the end of the year, Frank and Cecilia will generously invite all the church staffs to their place for THE sumptious-ness-ess dinner of the year. =P
All the staffs do try NOT to miss the dinner and we tried so hard for everyone to make it that it was pushed to Feb. But still Chrystin had to miss it cos she's still holiday-ing at Australia and also there was a last minute event that some of the Relent did not come in the end. Of course they took the tah pau. I took some tah pau myself. hehehe...
And to tease you, here's the spread for the evening...
lamb shanks! oooo... i love...
pork ribs... i guess they remember pc mentioning it last year and it appeared at this year's menu!
there's the chef...relating the cooking experience.. the meat had to be stewed for 2 hours the day before and then only grilled today for hours again.
and.. and.. and THAT PASTA! love it!
Salad. salad. There were two kinds. One with dressing and another without salad!
The delicious mushroom soup! They cook the soup, ladle into each bowl, add the pastry on top of each bowl and baked it with the oven again for this!
and this I love too! the mashed potato! I usually take two servings even though it's absolutely fattening! opss...
fried fish fillet. looks normal but the texture is really GOOD! YUMM!
But once again, a HUGE THANK YOU TO THE LIEW's for feeding the ever-hungry staffs!
*side note to self: i am terrible at taking food photo! ok. I'm just terrible with taking photos! I think I need lessons from 1a.m. Click! hahaha..
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Last Christmas...
Thursday, December 29, 2011
The Heavenly Gift 2011
These are the gift packs that we'd spent a week purchasing, sorting and wrapping. Big thanks to Chee Wei and Agape and the buying team for putting these all together. There were at least two days, the team stayed up till past midnight just to get things ready.
The volunteers even help to carry it all the way up to the families' apartment unit.




















